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Thursday, April 2, 2009

Life moves

Dear Diary,

I haven't been able to get my thoughts organized enough to write anything coherent or meaningful in a while. One would think that when you are writing to yourself those things wouldn't really matter, right?

Lately I've been struggling with my next "life move" and I think that the confusion is adding to my writers block. I'm pretty sure that I want to go back to school. The thing I'm not 100% sure about is for what. The areas of study that I'm entertaining require at least a year of pre-requisite study and I'm looking forward to that like a hole in the head. My theory is that the pre-reqs will make or break my decision - if I can't hang with the big boys during that part, it's not for me. My timeline is to begin in the fall and my gut is to just go with it. I don't want to play chicken with my dreams and goals and I feel like that is what I'm doing if I hold out any longer.

The dawn of spring had really boosted my mood and energy level. I'm taking time off in April, May and June and I can't wait. In April I get to spend time with mommy and the rest of the family, May I'll be with The Man in Jamaica and June it's an all girls weekend in SoBe. The thought of summer so close makes me deliriously happy. I'm certain that after some time to relax and spend time with family and friends I'll emerge with a clear heart and mind to do what I was called to do.

Wishing me all the best - always,

Me