Since the start of the year, my family has been falling. Thankfully the falling has not caused us to fall apart from one another completely. Although, there were moments when I wasn't sure what was going to happen. I'm still not sure, because there are still family members holding resentments in their broken hearts. I was one of them for a time this year. Then I decided that the anger was only killing me, no one else had any idea of the pain I was carrying around in their name. I've decided that in families you can't choose sides. We are all on the same team, however fortunate or unfortunate that is. Not even divorce can divide the team when there are children and grandchildren involved as in my family. I wish other members would start to look at it that way. That we have to be on each others side, really be on each others side. Not just say that you are and then your actions scream otherwise.
I don't know what the future holds but I want to see my family whole again. I have no idea what that will take. Perhaps it will take time and divine intervention. I believe in God, I believe it's possible. I've seen miraculous things happen in my short life and I truly believe that it is possible.
